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[October 8, 2007] |
This will be mine for my birthday/christmas. If not that, then definitly next summer. Ohhh babyyyy.
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[August 2, 2007] |
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I haven't written in FOREVER. There's not really alot going on. Not counting in my head. I have so much on my mind, it's like rediculous. I've been thinking about the past lately alot. I don't know why, but it's really upsetting me and I really want it to pass. And I want school to start and I want to start working more. I feel like I need to like get into the so called 'real world' already. I feel so like, overwhelmed with all the things going on in my head. And I wish I could just tell everyone but I can't. I need to like do things for myself. I need to start eating healthy so I can lose weight because I'm a whale. I really want to sell my car so I can pay off a new one because now I can afford it, and I want my parents to trust me again. They think that I don't take anything seriously and that I'm "immature". Bullshit. I just need to prove them wrong. I wish I could like fast forward my life like 2 years. I want to become more independent and more dependable. I need to do a serious internal make-over. And I don't get some people. I was heartbroken, and then something kind of happened..and I was happy and I felt like my heart was piecing back together (as lame as that sounds), but then 'person', decides to go and make a stupid decision and re-breaks my heart. I can't wait until 'person' realizes this soon, although they probably don't think they will..but it's bound to happen. I know like everyone says this about things, but like I seriously feel like nothing goes right for me. I don't know anymore. I don't really want to focus on boys right now. I want to focus on myself and then hopefully something good will come for me. I have some strong friendships right now that I'de like to keep though. I don't know what else to write, but I feel like I have so much more to say. I'll write more when I feel like it.
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[July 29, 2007] |
why is this coming back?
i want to feel that way again.
stopppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp
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[May 7, 2007] |
I never have time to update this anymore. So much has been happening lately. Greg and I broke up. I went through a depression stage, but I'm over it. I'm really happy now and I realize that I was missing out so much and I feel amazing now. I like someone, and he likes me but I'm not ready for another relationship, we're just livin it up right now. High school is over in like 20 days. That is insane. I can't wait for prom, I don't even know who I'm going with but I still can't wait. Graduation is going to be amazing. I finally got my belly button pierced after begging for like 5 years. I have a new group of friends that are awesome. I party every weekend and I can't ask for anything more.
My life is amazing.
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[March 1, 2007] |
My dream is to get really really thin, and become a model...hopefully one day I can make that happen.
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