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Mon, 08 Oct 2007 20:31:35 GMT

This will be mine for my birthday/christmas. If not that, then definitly next summer. Ohhh babyyyy.

Fri, 03 Aug 2007 06:12:21 GMT

I haven't written in FOREVER. There's not really alot going on. Not counting in my head. I have so much on my mind, it's like rediculous. I've been thinking about the past lately alot. I don't know why, but it's really upsetting me and I really want it to pass. And I want school to start and I want to start working more. I feel like I need to like get into the so called 'real world' already. I feel so like, overwhelmed with all the things going on in my head. And I wish I could just tell everyone but I can't. I need to like do things for myself. I need to start eating healthy so I can lose weight because I'm a whale. I really want to sell my car so I can pay off a new one because now I can afford it, and I want my parents to trust me again. They think that I don't take anything seriously and that I'm "immature". Bullshit. I just need to prove them wrong. I wish I could like fast forward my life like 2 years. I want to become more independent and more dependable. I need to do a serious internal make-over. And I don't get some people. I was heartbroken, and then something kind of happened..and I was happy and I felt like my heart was piecing back together (as lame as that sounds), but then 'person', decides to go and make a stupid decision and re-breaks my heart. I can't wait until 'person' realizes this soon, although they probably don't think they will..but it's bound to happen. I know like everyone says this about things, but like I seriously feel like nothing goes right for me. I don't know anymore. I don't really want to focus on boys right now. I want to focus on myself and then hopefully something good will come for me. I have some strong friendships right now that I'de like to keep though. I don't know what else to write, but I feel like I have so much more to say. I'll write more when I feel like it.

Sun, 29 Jul 2007 17:34:26 GMT

why is this coming back?

i want to feel that way again.

stopppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp

Mon, 07 May 2007 16:46:41 GMT

I never have time to update this anymore. So much has been happening lately. Greg and I broke up. I went through a depression stage, but I'm over it. I'm really happy now and I realize that I was missing out so much and I feel amazing now. I like someone, and he likes me but I'm not ready for another relationship, we're just livin it up right now. High school is over in like 20 days. That is insane. I can't wait for prom, I don't even know who I'm going with but I still can't wait. Graduation is going to be amazing. I finally got my belly button pierced after begging for like 5 years. I have a new group of friends that are awesome. I party every weekend and I can't ask for anything more.

My life is amazing.

Fri, 02 Mar 2007 04:05:44 GMT

My dream is to get really really thin, and become a model...hopefully one day I can make that happen.

Tue, 06 Feb 2007 23:47:26 GMT

Okay, starting right now on Tuesday night, at 6:46 p.m. I'm going to start eating little, to nothing because I've come to the conclusion that I'm discusting. And I've also decided to change. Why? Just because.

Tue, 06 Feb 2007 01:15:00 GMT

Sat, 20 Jan 2007 16:33:41 GMT

I got into C.W. Post.
I was shaking as I was opening it.

That's all I wanted.

I also got into Molloy but I don't want to go there.

Postpostpostpost.

Thu, 04 Jan 2007 16:47:31 GMT

Okay so today is my birthday, I'm 17. And this morning when I went to go pick up Greg, there were flowers on his table for me and a little note telling me to go somewhere and then there were more little notes everywhere I went leading to little presents he bought me. I love him, he's the cutest thing ever. He got me gloves that I wanted, and he got me a bunch of Burts Bees stuff, and the Versace perfume that I wanted!
And tonight we're going to the Ranger game!!!!!!!
WE LOVE EACHOTHER ALOT!

Sun, 31 Dec 2006 05:06:15 GMT

So Christmas was good, I got a coach bag, and some clothes. Gregory got me a promise ring and some other stuff and his mom got me a scrapbook kit which I LOVE. Ok I love Greg alot and my birthday is on Thursday.

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 18:58:20 GMT

Things have been pretty good lately. I've been filling out college applications, writing admissions essays, and getting reccomendation letters. I'm so pumped. I already visited St. Josephs college, it's really small but I liked it. But on Sunday I'm visiting Hofstra and Adelphi. I really hope that I can go to Hofstra. All I want to do is go to a school on LI and dorm there. So then I can still come home when I still want to, and see people that I still want to. I want to start over, and make friends..friends that I can actually trust and that will want my friendship.
I'm sick of people.

Except Greg of course ♥.

Tue, 03 Oct 2006 18:59:15 GMT

So, today I passed my road test..& I am quite relieved.

Sun, 10 Sep 2006 04:29:08 GMT

Hey, I now work at American Eagle...with Greg! He got hired like 2 weeks ago, & they know we're together! Weird? Yes.

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 20:18:25 GMT

I'm really bored so I decided to pick out stuff I wanted for school.

Hopefully my wardrobe will consist of:

I need some money.

Sat, 19 Aug 2006 02:42:29 GMT

Someone please help me out with a job.

Sat, 12 Aug 2006 02:03:32 GMT

Ok so, senior year is going to be fucking amazing. I have Shaw & Nardi..the two teachers that I've been praying to get. & I'm switching my heroes in lit class to Gregs because I have it 3rd 1st semester & he has it the second semester, so I'm gonna try to switch into his class. Oh my god I really can't wait for school to start.

Oh p.s. Greg got his license today so now we can do whatever we want whenever we want & we're so in love & it's amazing!

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 14:17:36 GMT

THIS WILL BE MINE!

...only definite if I don't go away to school.
I'm starting to think it'll be easier to stay home.

Confused?

Oh, p.s.
Warped tour was pretty ill.
Pics later.

Sun, 30 Jul 2006 04:30:06 GMT

Also...

We're special sisters.

Sun, 30 Jul 2006 04:22:40 GMT

Today I spent the day with Greg. I love him alot. We went mini golfing & then had a romantic dinner at Burger King.

he's hott

Sat, 29 Jul 2006 05:03:47 GMT

So tonight while in Hollister with Greg, some girl came up to me. She told me she was one of the managers & she was asking me questions & she told me that she wanted me to work there. She seemed bummed that I'm not 17 yet. She told me to come back as soon as I turn 17.

Sadly, that boosted my self esteem a wholeeee lot.

Night.

Sat, 01 Jul 2006 15:21:45 GMT

4th quarter:

Spanish- B
Math- A+
English- B
Oceanography- B+
Gym- A
U.S. History- A+
Photo- A+

U.S. History Regents- 83
Spanish Regents- 85

Holy shit, I haven't gotten a report card like this since middle school. I think I'm in the twilight zone.

I'm officially a senior.

Thu, 15 Jun 2006 01:29:37 GMT

BEFORE:

AFTER:

THANK GOD. OH & I LOVE HIM MORE THAN ANYTHING, HE'S THE CUTEST THING EVER K BYE.

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 01:59:24 GMT

My road test is July 19th.
I'm getting a car real soon, my moms going to cash my bonds in tomorrow.
I get my braces off on Wednesday.

Maybe the world does have a brighter side!

Thu, 16 Mar 2006 00:39:40 GMT

I am erasing all alot of people from my life. You're all pretty much pathetic.

Sun, 01 Jan 2006 05:44:27 GMT

Happy New Year.
I spent the evening at Gregs house & we had an awesome time, I love him a whole bunchy wunchy.

My new years resolution is to try to be nicer.